I really don't think my level of distress is what's important here. That sounds - do you at least have some water nearby? That has to be heck on your throat.
[ It's much easier to fuss at other people than be fussed at herself. And she doesn't really think now is the time to explain why death was the only option for her, since it's only likely to make Beckett feel worse. ]
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[ It's much easier to fuss at other people than be fussed at herself. And she doesn't really think now is the time to explain why death was the only option for her, since it's only likely to make Beckett feel worse. ]